Times just paints the pages in my book of memories

Lite gammalt material som jag hittade.



Ett rasslande andetag,
en iskall beröring,
huden knottrar sig i den genomträngande kylan,
Jag fryser inpå bara själen,
blodet fryser till is i mina ådror.

Tankarna virvlar runt,
vart är du när jag behöver dig som mest?

Varje hjärtslag smärtar,
som knivhugg från den du håller av mest,
Varje andetag skär,
djupa snitt i den redan sargade själen.
En snöflinga faller så fridfullt där utanför,
varför är kylan så fruktansvärt vacker?

Vinden piskar trädkronorna tama,
graderna sjunker till outhärdlig nivå,
Mina andetag skär igenom den iskalla luften,
Det är så tyst,
Nästan som ett svartvitt fotografi...







tattoo inspo








ache

Hur kan ett tomrum plötsligt göra så fruktansvärt ont,
när det varit tomt under väldigt lång tid.
Hur kan gamla ord och handlingar,
plötsligt få så ny innebörd,
Hur kan livet som du vet det,
ändras på bara några dagar,

När blod inte är tjockare än vatten,
när man kämpat i tystnad under så många år,
och äntligen talar ut.

Jag vill inte glömma,
jag vill inte minnas,
jag vill inte åka iväg,
och jag vill deffinitivt inte vara kvar


One bright day in the middle of the night,
two dead boys got up to fight,
back to back they faced eachother,
drew their swords and shot eachother,
a deaf policeman heard the noice,
and came to kill them two dead boys...




Upon a time, upon a stair,
I saw a man who wasn't there,
today he wasn't there again,
I wish, I wish he would go away

Life


Don't let life outlive you - no regrets
(

je ne regrette rien)


Realistic enough for you?

Don't be too fat, or too thin, or too dark, or too light; don't be too sexual, or too chaste, or too smart, or too dumb. Be yourself. But make sure you fit in.


Be yourself

It's strange how many mistakes can be made in one lifetime,
how many peoples life you affect, with every breath you take,
how much you influence your surrounding,
without even noticing

Sometimes you just miss someone, when your entire body is acheing,
Sometimes you just miss yourself, having drifted to far astray,
And sometimes your anxiety is just a waste of time and heart.

"There are two great tragedies in life, one is to lose your heart's desire, the other is to gain it"

"Time takes it all, whether you want it to or not. Time takes it all, time bears it away, and in the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again."



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- Om du får säga en sak som du tror saknas i mitt liv, det första som kommer upp i huvudet, vad skulle det vara?
- Familj...

...

or maybe it's just to late

Greatness

People say I'm destined for greatness,
the girl who should'nt even be here,
the girl who's overcome so much,
and made it through to the other side.

They say I'm better than I think I am,
but who am I to judge?
They say it takes the strength of a warrior,
to make it this far.

I say they're wrong.

Have you ever had that moment in your life when time actually slowes down? The noices fade away and all that you're left with are regrets, failure and pain? Pain you haven't felt in countless years because you blocked it out, even to yourself? You locked it in your subconscious, hid it not only so well that other people couldn't see it, but so you yourself couldn't see it..

Have you ever had that moment in you life when everthing dawns on you in that moment of clarity? When you realize that your life hasn't turned out the way you want it to be, you have hurt to many people and lost to many oppertunities to make it all okay.

In darkness only fear is revealed.

Maybe the girl who they say is so strong was just forced to grow up so fast that she can't even be true to herself anymore? Maybe that girl just needs somebody to stand by her and to believe in her.

Then maybe, she'll be destined for greatness.

Luke

Ralph Waldo Emerson: 'There is no privacy that cannot be penetrated. No secret can be kept in the civilized world. Society is a masked ball where everyone hides his real character and reveals it by hiding

Stephen King

Time takes it all, whether you want it to or not. Time takes it all, time bears it away, and in the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again.

i used to walk along the oppostite side of the road

seems like yesterday you stood on my doorstep,
seems like moments pass by at the speed of light,
yesterday all my troubles seemed far away,
now they're here to stay,

i don't make promises lightly,
i never give myself away,
i don't ask for anything in return,
i never asked you to stay

isn't it funny how people leave,
isn't it funny how they tear your heart out,
isn't it sad how people stop feeling,
isn't it sad how they never learn,


yeah.. ain't it funny how everybody seems to care?






it makes you the wrong guy

I'm tired of being alone

people always leave

varje gång jag ser ditt namn,
hugger det till i min mage,


tack för att du fick mig att förlora en vän jag verkligen behövde,
verkligen, tack.

detta hjälper mig verkligen



















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